Day 151

It's been five months since I had an orgasm...just about.  Each day I think about having one and each night it fills my dreams.  This may be because I've forgotten what it feels like.  I'm seeing A tomorrow.  I can only hope.

Day 140

I've been watching a fair bit of porn over the last week and can vouch for the fact that I am completely frustrated.  And, to be honest, I've forgotten what an orgasm feels like.  Maybe one day I'll find out.

Day 133

It's been over four months since my last orgasm.  I really want one.  Now that my wrist has stopped being quite so painful, my cock has once more decided to give me erections.  It's very frustrating.

I did see A on Monday but my release was not discussed.  At the time I was a bit disappointed but, thinking back, I'm not 100% sure I'd have been able to get hard, let alone enjoy it!

At this stage, I really have no idea when I'll get another chance at release.

Day 125

I broke my (non masturbating) wrist last Saturday and haven't exactly felt like posting.  Quite apart from this, I've not had an awful lot of sexual thoughts.  I'm hoping this gradually changes as the pain subsides.  Stay tuned.

Day 120

There hasn’t been a lot to write about for the past few days.  Add to this the fact that A hasn’t had a computer to read my blog and I’ve not posted anything.  In fact, the only thing I can really report is the fact that my week in panties went very well.  I spent a little time being over excited (particularly when viewing porn) but mostly I have kept myself busy and, therefore, haven’t been frustrated or even conscious of my chaste state.

On the other hand, I am really looking forward to next Thursday.  This may be my possible release date.  This thought is enough to get me excited.