Day 165

FINALLY!  I picked the white marble.  After 165 days I could finally have an orgasm.

A was with me with stopwatch and camera to record the great moment.  It took less than minute Less than 50 seconds actually.

It was a great and wonderful release.  I'd forgotten just how wonderful a release as I splashed into the dark.

And so...the end.  Thank you, A.

Day 161

I think yesterday was all too much for my poor brain.  I had a very sexy dream about A last night.  We both enjoyed it a lot...as did the guy with the big cock.  Of course I woke up with an awfully erect penis.  Pity I couldn't do anything about it :-(

Just heard that A is feeling a bit down so I quickly faked my penis to cheer her up.

Tee hee!

Day 160

I was a very naughty boy tonight.  I sucked off a total stranger in the toilets of a local pub.  We both enjoyed it very much.  It's been while...too long, actually.  I really miss it sometimes.

When I told A she said it wouldn't help relieve my frustration.  She was completely right.  Every time I think of that hard cock in my mouth, I start to stiffen.  If I wasn't being chaste, I'd have wacked off straight afterwards.

Back home I spotted this and will now go to bed thinking of A wearing it.

Dreamgirl

Day 158

I was stuck in the house today while men were working in the garden.  I watched quite a bit of porn.  The frustration is extraordinary.  I'm at the stage where it doesn't take long to get hard, no matter what I'm watching!

I also read a post in a blog about a guy with a small cock who suffers from premature ejaculation.  His wife wasn't as bothered about his small cock as the fact that he couldn't last very long.  He found the humiliation of her telling her lovers that he came too quick, more exciting than SPH.

Now, at the moment, I'm pretty sure I could come in less than a minute so I wonder how fast he'd be after 158 days of abstinence.  Actually, when I finally do get a release, I think A should time it. 

In fact, an interesting (though frustrating) experiment could be a series of ruined orgasms, timed from almost soft to see how much the time is reduced.  The data could then be entered into a graph for the world to see.

I think I'm getting very sad...and desperate!

Day 153

Yesterday saw the latest marble draw.  One black, one white.  My luck has not changed.  My pick was black.  I'm hoping for another draw next week.

On the scary front...A suggested I might want to try for 200 days, seeing as it's such a nice round number.  My 200th day would be December 19.  Given my luck with the marbles, this is easily achievable!  Perhaps I'll make this an endpoint in the event that I can't draw a white marble!

I dreamed I had a big cock last night.  Most unnerving as A sent me a link to a big fat black one.  A liked it somewhat.

Going to opposite extreme...I read some stories about wives subjecting their husbands to SPH in front of friends and it occurred to me that it could also be embarrassing for the wife!