Day 40

Last night I milked!  I've tried to ruin orgasms before but have never quite managed to ruin it completely.  I would get to the point of coming and not stopped quite in time.  The result has been a sort of half orgasm.  I wanted to experience the sensation of extracting semen without the feelings of pleasure.  Well, last night I did.

It was after A told me that she'd had two sessions during the day and was feeling very chilled and relaxed.  I mentioned that I could do with just one!  She suggested I did.  I didn't really want to spoil this period of chastity so I decided to try ruining again.

I went into the back garden at about 10pm, dropped my trackies and started.  It wasn't difficult getting hard as I'd been viewing porn and chatting to A for a few hours.  I took my time, easing into it and then, as the feeling started growing, gave it a bit more speed.

The feeling suddenly started and I let go.  I felt the semen rise and fall from my cock in small waves.  I felt no pleasure.  I had successfully milked myself.  The frustration remained.  Unlike A, I did not feel chilled.

This might sound ridiculous but I enjoyed it immensely.