Day 42

There's this thing I do.  I keep my eyes open for women who swing their arms when they walk.  When I spot one (not that often) I manoeuvre myself into a position whereby I can  walk by them, very close.  If my timing is perfect, they wind up hitting me in the balls with their hand on the back swing.  Today I managed it perfectly.

She could have been marching, her arms were so active!  I spotted her as she was going around a corner in a shopping centre.  I approached, came in close, then attempted to walk by her.  WHACK!  She hit me full on in the balls.  Even though I was expecting it, the force surprised me and I may have grunted a bit. 

She suddenly turned and apologised.  When she realised where she'd hit me, she giggled and apologised for that too.  Her friend just giggled.  Naturally, I said the fault was all mine.  I had to cover my growing erection though she probably thought I was in agony.

On another subject...A's comment about ruining another orgasm has made me quite excited since reading it.

Day 40

Last night I milked!  I've tried to ruin orgasms before but have never quite managed to ruin it completely.  I would get to the point of coming and not stopped quite in time.  The result has been a sort of half orgasm.  I wanted to experience the sensation of extracting semen without the feelings of pleasure.  Well, last night I did.

It was after A told me that she'd had two sessions during the day and was feeling very chilled and relaxed.  I mentioned that I could do with just one!  She suggested I did.  I didn't really want to spoil this period of chastity so I decided to try ruining again.

I went into the back garden at about 10pm, dropped my trackies and started.  It wasn't difficult getting hard as I'd been viewing porn and chatting to A for a few hours.  I took my time, easing into it and then, as the feeling started growing, gave it a bit more speed.

The feeling suddenly started and I let go.  I felt the semen rise and fall from my cock in small waves.  I felt no pleasure.  I had successfully milked myself.  The frustration remained.  Unlike A, I did not feel chilled.

This might sound ridiculous but I enjoyed it immensely.

[Day 25] [1 BJ]

I have decided to restart posting to this blog.  Apart from not having had an orgasm for 25 days, today I gave a man a blow job, which was very enjoyable.  A wants to keep a tally.  Hopefully this will be the first of many.

Day 165

FINALLY!  I picked the white marble.  After 165 days I could finally have an orgasm.

A was with me with stopwatch and camera to record the great moment.  It took less than minute Less than 50 seconds actually.

It was a great and wonderful release.  I'd forgotten just how wonderful a release as I splashed into the dark.

And so...the end.  Thank you, A.

Day 161

I think yesterday was all too much for my poor brain.  I had a very sexy dream about A last night.  We both enjoyed it a lot...as did the guy with the big cock.  Of course I woke up with an awfully erect penis.  Pity I couldn't do anything about it :-(

Just heard that A is feeling a bit down so I quickly faked my penis to cheer her up.

Tee hee!

Day 160

I was a very naughty boy tonight.  I sucked off a total stranger in the toilets of a local pub.  We both enjoyed it very much.  It's been while...too long, actually.  I really miss it sometimes.

When I told A she said it wouldn't help relieve my frustration.  She was completely right.  Every time I think of that hard cock in my mouth, I start to stiffen.  If I wasn't being chaste, I'd have wacked off straight afterwards.

Back home I spotted this and will now go to bed thinking of A wearing it.

Dreamgirl

Day 158

I was stuck in the house today while men were working in the garden.  I watched quite a bit of porn.  The frustration is extraordinary.  I'm at the stage where it doesn't take long to get hard, no matter what I'm watching!

I also read a post in a blog about a guy with a small cock who suffers from premature ejaculation.  His wife wasn't as bothered about his small cock as the fact that he couldn't last very long.  He found the humiliation of her telling her lovers that he came too quick, more exciting than SPH.

Now, at the moment, I'm pretty sure I could come in less than a minute so I wonder how fast he'd be after 158 days of abstinence.  Actually, when I finally do get a release, I think A should time it. 

In fact, an interesting (though frustrating) experiment could be a series of ruined orgasms, timed from almost soft to see how much the time is reduced.  The data could then be entered into a graph for the world to see.

I think I'm getting very sad...and desperate!