Day 80

This has been the worst day so far.  I really wanted to have the cage on to stop any contact.  I have had to totally avoid any porn and keep my thoughts on other things.

I feel like I'm on the edge of ejaculation.  I only need a little push (pull, squeeze, grip) and it would come gushing out of me.

Last night my dreams were all over the place - snippets of various fantasies - and I woke with a throbbing erection.

If men do have orgasm cycles then this is the peak of one of mine!  I feel like I could come for hours.  Obviously I am aware that I would come within a minute and it would be over in seconds.