Saturday 21 April 2012

Day 73

Today I decided on a limit for this term of chastity.  Given I managed 163 days last time, I'm going to try for a PB and last out for 200 days.  To my rough calculations, that means my next full orgasm will be on 26 August 2012.

I have also decided that I can only have a ruined orgasm (for the purposes of milking) every 14th day.  If I miss one (for whatever reason) then my next ruined orgasm will be 14 days after the original date.

Day 61 was my last ruined orgasm so my next one will be on Day 75.

Wednesday 4 April 2012

Day 56

I think I'm becoming addicted to ruined orgasms.  I turn myself on something rotten and then slowly wank myself.  I am now proficient at stopping before it's too late and the cum just dribbles out the end.  It is absolutely no relief but even so, I'm starting to enjoy it for the sake of it.

For the last days I've felt an overwhelming urge to be humiliated.  I was very fortunate on Monday when a neighbour (who is a doctor) gave me an internal examination.  She saw my cock when it was very soft. 

Later the same day, another neighbour accidentally saw me in a pair of very tight Lycra swimmers.  They are so tight that I have no bulge.  She smiled.

These were both very humiliating and I enjoyed them thoroughly.