Day 234

Further to my flashing on Monday...

Today I left the house and, as I approached the park at the end of the road, I noticed the neighbour who saw me without my towel, standing talking to a woman I didn't know.  They were both holding their dogs, chatting.  When my neighbour saw me she turned and said something to the woman, who looked at me.  I was too far away to hear anything but I saw them laugh.

When I reached them, I said hello, as usual and started to walk by them.  The neighbour said hello back and then said "Almost didn't recognise you without the towel."  I smiled weakly and once more apologised for what had happened.  She waved it away and said "There wasn't much to see anyway."  Her friend laughed as I walked passed them, feeling totally humiliated.

I should stress that it was all said matter of factly and not nastily however...I'm now wondering what I've started...

Day 233

Saw A tonight and I told her I was considering extending my chastity time to 365 days.  She told me I should do it.  So I am.  This means my next full and proper orgasm will (hopefully) occur on February 8, 2013.  A full year.

In an odd sort of way, I don't really miss it.  While I don't get any satisfaction when I ruin an orgasm, my body seems to be getting used to them.  As I explained to A tonight, when I first started to ruin, it was very difficult to stop.  Now, it just seems perfectly natural and I do it without thinking.

Anyway, I'm sticking to my rules of ruining every two weeks on a Monday.  If I miss one, it'll be another two weeks.  And so on.

Day 231

I don't exactly have a small penis but I love the idea of SPH and have been trying to get my neighbour to see mine flaccid for ages.  It's odd because I don't actually like her and I don't think she likes me that much.  That just adds to the humiliation.

She has seen me in cycle shorts before when I've tucked myself between my legs and I know she sneaked a peek but today I managed to show her the lot.

I'd taken a parcel in for her this morning so I knew either her or one of her kids would come knocking. I know what time she normally gets home so I decided to have a shower just before then. As if on cue, as I stepped from the shower, there was a knock at the door. I grabbed a towel and quickly put it round my waist.

When I answered the door she was all apologetic about getting me out of the shower but I just smiled and brushed it aside. Then she said she'd called for the parcel. I had put it on a table by the door so I reached out and picked it up to hand it to her. Unfortunately (yeah, right) the towel suddenly fell from my waist.

I couldn't drop the parcel so the towel stayed at my feet. I was apologising all over the place. She was laughing and looking at my tiny, flaccid cock, saying it was fine. Eventually she took the parcel and I managed to grab the towel, covering myself up.

She winked at me, thanked me and left, a big grin on her face.

I'm due a ruined orgasm later tonight and I know what I'll be thinking about to get me in the mood.

Day 218

Last night I had my first ruined orgasm for ages.  I sat at my computer and read and watched porn, rubbing myself at the same time.  I made it last quite a while before it started dribbling out of me.  There was a lot!  I didn't feel a whole lot better afterwards, just a bit sticky.  That's it for a fortnight.

Day 215

For the first time since getting sick, I'm starting to feel horny again.  After my last post, A suggested I try for 300 days.  This will mean I won't get a full and proper orgasm under 3 December.  I'm seriously thinking I could just keep going forever.  Or until the next time I see A.  Whichever is sooner.

I'm going to have a ruined orgasm tomorrow as, I think, I'm due one.