Day 21

Nothing much to report for the last 7 days but today I have been very horny.  So I ruined an orgasm.  It feels good that I've milked away the surplus but the frustration remains.

Also, yesterday I had an email from a 32 year old who wants his cock sucked.  He says he's straight but wants to try it with an 'older, more mature man'.   He sounds genuine enough and ended his email by saying his cock is 5".  This, while being honest, is not my preferred size!  I'm really not sure whether I should respond.

Day 14

I haven't posted for just over a week because nothing much has happened.  Tonight, however, the urge to masturbate was pretty strong.  Rather than ruin my chaste state, I decided to ruin an orgasm instead.  This time, I reached a new level by doing it twice in an hour.  It felt like quite an achievement although not a bit satisfying.

Day 5

It's taken five days for me to get notably horny again.  I've written about how my chastity cycle (11 days) affects me but never really noted how long it takes for me to climb back up after a period of abstinence.

I forgot to mention a couple of weeks ago that A saw me in a skirt, panties and hold up stockings.  I'm pretty sure she's the first person (apart from fancy dress parties) to witness me dressing fem.  I was surprisingly  nervous.  It was also very nice to able to share this kink with someone.

Day 53

I just couldn't stand it any more!  A told me about how many orgasms she was having and I just went mad and had one myself.  I must say that after the two ruined ones, this one felt very good!  Pity no one was there.

So, tomorrow I start again.

Day 46

Another of my sneaky tricks I call the Tube grab.  It involves being on a crowded Tube train and standing near the upright poles.  Usually when one is standing next to someone, it is a good idea to keep your crotch turned away from them.  Tube trains are bouncy and you can never tell when a bounce may occur.  If I'm lucky enough to be standing next to a woman with shopping bags, I do the opposite.

This happened to me today.

I stood (I was only going one stop) and a woman entered the carriage behind me, a few bags in her hands.  She grabbed hold of the upright pole and I stood, facing her but reading my book.  Her hand was about level with my crotch.  As we trundled along, the train was relatively calm and she kept reaching down and fiddling with her bags at her feet.  Suddenly the train lurched and she reached out for the pole, grabbing my crotch instead.

The force of her hand almost winded me!  She quickly managed to grab the pole and apologised vaguely in my direction.  I started to get an erection.  Then I had to get off the train.  A very successful trip if you ask me.