Day 158

I was stuck in the house today while men were working in the garden.  I watched quite a bit of porn.  The frustration is extraordinary.  I'm at the stage where it doesn't take long to get hard, no matter what I'm watching!

I also read a post in a blog about a guy with a small cock who suffers from premature ejaculation.  His wife wasn't as bothered about his small cock as the fact that he couldn't last very long.  He found the humiliation of her telling her lovers that he came too quick, more exciting than SPH.

Now, at the moment, I'm pretty sure I could come in less than a minute so I wonder how fast he'd be after 158 days of abstinence.  Actually, when I finally do get a release, I think A should time it. 

In fact, an interesting (though frustrating) experiment could be a series of ruined orgasms, timed from almost soft to see how much the time is reduced.  The data could then be entered into a graph for the world to see.

I think I'm getting very sad...and desperate!