My last thoughts before going to sleep last night were of A in a field, sitting astride her lover, pumping away to an orgasm. I was a non-existent observer - like a camera - watching very closely. Just a short distance away people were walking by, not seeing the action but making it deliciously dangerous. Her muffled cries as she came slowly faded away as I drifted into sleep.
Still, that was last night. Today I watched a rather exciting video featuring a compilation of black men with big cocks penetrating white women. The video was put together like a music video with a cover of Paint it Black behind it. It also featured single words every now and then.
The whole thing was meant to make lesser white men feel inadequate. It certainly worked on me.
Now, I'm a realist and know that all black men are not hung like stallions while all white men are hung like prawns. Actually I have evidence. A black guy with a small one and a white guy with a big one. K would vouch for the latter as she had him a number of times. Still, it's fun to be made to feel this inadequate. Don't ask me why. It's the cuckold thing I guess.
Watching this video reminded me of something I'd completely forgotten about. It happened when I was working on the help desk at a law firm in Sydney. Back in those days, back up and maintenance of the system had to be done by hand and at fairly unsociable hours, so we took turns.
This particular morning it was my turn to take the early shift so I turned up to work at about 5:30am. I set up and set off the bits I had to do and then went to make a coffee, while I waited for the next bit.
On the floor where I worked there was a shower attached to the toilets with doors connecting to male and female on either side. This shower was for the partners of the firm and no-one else. Everyone was told this the day they started. In those days you could be out of a job for such an infringement.
So, this morning I went to the toilet and heard someone in the shower. I thought this was odd but figured a partner was in early and needed a shower...you can never really figure lawyers out sometimes.
While I was standing at the sinks, washing my hands, the shower door opened and out walked a young black guy, completely naked with the most perfect cock I'd ever seen. He was as shocked as me and he sputtered out an apology and tried to go back into the shower room. I told him it was fine telling him his cock was so magnificent it deserved to be on display. I said it sort of jokey and he smiled.
He explained that he was a cleaner and always took a shower at the end of his shift. He used different showers on different floors to lessen the chance of being caught. I was the first person to catch him and he was worried I'd say something. I made a deal with him. If he let me suck his cock, I'd keep silent about him using the shower.
He was a little unsure at first but eventually gave in and I spent a wonderful half hour with his cock in my mouth. He came twice. He was very pleased he didn't have to do anything to me. I never saw him again.
His cock was about 8-9" and very thick. At least that's how I remember it. I distinctly remember how beautiful it looked and how stiff it was in my mouth. Speaking of which...
I have found a chap, not far from me, who is 'bi-curious' and wants to have his cock sucked. His name is John. He said he may like to try more so I had to tell him about my chastity...just in case he wants to try sucking mine.
This is a rather good excuse because, while I love sucking others, I'm not really that keen on getting blow jobs. I watch guys on porn videos getting them and, while I find it very hot to watch (I generally imagine I'm the person doing it) as a real thing, it just doesn't work.
When I say 'it doesn't work' I mean I don't get hard and generally just want to stop. I have no idea why this is but it's been that way as far back as I can remember. In saying that, I have successfully come in someone's mouth before. If I'm already hard I can stay that way long enough to finish - always quickly. But it still isn't as enjoyable as it probably should be.
It's rather annoying because I can see why it should be very exciting and enjoyable but my cock just doesn't feel the same as me.
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